more than sightly preturbed....

so i got a call from my boss after i got to work tonight. You know when the first words you hear are, "I've got to talk to you about something" followed shortly by" you didn't do any thing wrong, but..." and your stomach WILL drop. Particularly in this economy. Well needless to say, they are changing who will be at my post and that they will now need to be armed. That the company handpicked their people. Why I wasn't picked, I have no clue, but it sucks ass. So i chose to go with the less than perfect post that was the only other option of maintaining employment. Sure it may suck but, hey, it's a job. and it's even a bit of a pay increase. Now i have to get used to working with people at night again. :-( i liked having the building to myself. damn it, damnit, damnit all to hell........ grrrr. oh well fuck it. Again, any job is better than none. I will count my blessings and be patient and see how things go before i get too butthurt about it all. and maybe since i was willing to do any job, then i will be remembered for the next good one that comes up. fingers crossed and all that. till then i will just keep on just doing what needs doing and make do.